I-Stuart's Goodbye Yokubhema
Ilungu leQumrhu leNkxaso yeNkonzo yokuThusha iStuart yabhala le ncwadana yokulahla i-cigarettes xa eyeka ukutshaya. Umlutha weNicotine ufana nolwalamano oluthandayo alubi ngeendlela ezininzi kuneyodwa. Yonke "amaxesha amahle" esiwacingayo ngokubhema ukutshatyalaliswa kwenyaniso.
Nick O'Teen othandekayo,
Le leta iye yafika ixesha elide, kwaye kube nzima kakhulu ukuba ndikhuphe isibindi sokuyibhala.
Ndicinga ukuba uyazi ngoku ngoku ukuba andizange ndichithe ixesha kunye neentsuku eziliqela ukuba ndigqibe ukugqiba ubudlelwane bam nawe. Ndandiziva ndifanele ndikunike ezinye zezizathu .
Ndandisoloko ndicinga ukuba ungumhlobo wam. Ndiyazi ngoku ukuba awukho. Kwaphela iminyaka uye waqamba amanga, undixelele ukuba ufuna into engcono kum. Uthembise ukuba undikhulule xa ndixakekile. Uthembise ukuba undenze xa ndidiniwe. Uthembise ukuba undithuthuzele xa ndibuhlungu ... uyazi zonke izithembiso ozenzileyo. Kwaye, nditsho ndibekho, ndakukholelwa. Kodwa xa ndafunda okungakumbi ngawe kunye neenjongo zakho, ndaqonda ukuba ulala phantsi .
Konke oku, uzondibulala ngokukhawuleza , ngoxa ndizenza ngathi ungumhlobo wam. Ndandicinga ukuba ububulala abanye abantu kodwa bengenakukwenza oko kum. Ndingamthemba njani umqambimanga? Ndimele ndiyazi xa undenza ndiziva ndivuthiwe, yonke ixesha ndixelela ukuba ndilungile.
Kwaye, akunjalo.
Undixhaphale inkampani yamfazi enqabileyo rhoqo xa ndifuneka ndihambe ngaphandle ukuba ndibe nawe. Wayefana nenkosikazi, ukuphanga umfazi wento endimele ndiyinike yona xa ehlala yedwa ngaphakathi kwaye ndandingaphandle kwiplanga. Kwaye uya kuba, ukuba ndakuvumela, wamphanga umyeni ngokupheleleyo.
Kwaye oko kulungile kuye.
Unditshitshise umonakalo wokuhamba ngokukhawuleza epakini, ukukhwela ibhayisekile, yokudlala imidlalo embi kunye nabazalwana bam.
Unditshitshise ngenxa yokuzihlonela kunye nokuhlonipha abanye. Undenzele ukukhutshwa kwezentlalo. Ubungekho mhlobo. Ubengumkhonzi wekhoboka.
Ewe, akukho, uNick. Ndiyakwazi ukuba ungubani. Uzama ukuthabatha yonke into kum onke.
Ndiyavuma ukuba yonke imihla ngoku ndiva ilizwi lakho ndibiza . Ngamanye amaxesha kuninzi kunabanye. Kodwa ndifunda ukukuvala. Ngeke kube kude ngoku, kwaye uya kuba uphume ebomini ngonaphakade.
Ukuhleleka, uNick.
Ikhoboka lakho langaphambili,
Stuart
Ukubuyiselwa kwi-nicotine umlutha yinkqubo ethatha ixesha. Akuphelelanga kwimiba yeeveki, kodwa xa kuthelekiswa nomlinganiselo wexesha apho ininzi lethu libhema, alithathi lonke elide.
Ukurhoxisa ubuchopho bethu ukuze sikhonze ukhetho olunempilo kunokuba ukhanyise ekuphenduleni malunga nento yonke esiyicingayo nokuvakalelwa kukuba kufuneka siyenze, ngoko gcina izithende zakho uze uqalise ukuba ungumtshayi olungele ukuyeka.
Iinqhagamshelo ezingezantsi ziya kunceda uqalise ngokuyeka ukutshaya.