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Ukusuka kwi-Ex-Smoker Lesly:
Kwiminyaka emibini edlulileyo, ndanditshitshisa. I- cigarettes yam yayingumhlobo wam obalaseleyo kunye neyona nto ihlala iqabane. Andikwazanga ukuhamba ukusuka kwelinye igumbi ukuya kwelinye ngaphandle kwipakethi ye-cigarette kunye nokukhanyisa ngokugqithiseleyo. Andikwazi ukulala ubusuku ngaphandle kokuvuka kwaye ndichithe ixesha kunye "nomhlobo wami".
Ihlabathi liphela liyi-ashtray yam.
Akukho ndawo yayingcwele - kungekhona imoto, kungekhona igumbi lentsapho, kungekhona iindawo zokulala zamabantwana.
Kwakungekho "uphawu lokubhema" olungenza ukuba ndidumise - ndiyaziwa ukuba ndixhomekeke kubo ukuze ndibafihle ngethuba xa nditshiza.
Ukuba undibuze, ndandikuxelele ukuba ndingumtshayi. Yiloo nto ababhemayo abacinga ngayo. Inyaniso ayikho into enjengokutshaya, njengokuba kungekho nto enjengomdlali weRussia onomdla. Ekugqibeleni, uya kwenza umonakalo omnye umntu ahlambulule.
Ndiyakuthanda ukutsho ukuba SIFUNDA, zonke iinkwenkwezi kunye neeplanethi zivumelanise ngokugqibeleleyo ngesigqibo sam sokuzama, zama kwakhona ukukhaba iinqwelo ebomini bam. Ewe, oko akunjalo ngokupheleleyo. Ndandifunde ngokubanzi, kwaye ndifumene le nqonga apho ndahlala khona imihla ngemihla, ndijonge nje ngokuba abantu banako ukukhupha! Abantu abavakalisa ngokufanayo ngokumangalisayo!
Ekuqaleni, kwakunzima kakhulu.
Ndandinzima, kwaye ndandisoloko ndandwendwendwe. Amagama abo yayingumsindo, ukungathandabuzeki, ukuxhalabisa nokuxinezeleka.
Andizange kubonakale ndibagcina ngaphandle kwendawo yam, kwaye bendibambezela ngokungathandabuzekiyo malunga ne-AUDACITY ndicinga ukuba ndiyakushiya "umhlobo wam olungcono". Ndagcina iso lami phezu komvuzo kwaye ndazama ukungayihoxisi ukuhamba kwabo.
Ndagula ziindwendwe ndaza ndagqiba ekubeni ndifuna ukuqiniswa ukuze ndikhuphe ebomini bam.
Ngoko, ndamema ekunqumeni ukuba ndibe ngumlondolozi wam umzimba. Emva koko, ndamkela ngobulelo njengomhlobo wam omtsha mhlobo. Aba bahlobo bangamkhonza kakuhle; babenemivuzo enkulu yokutshintshela ingxoxo engalunganga.
Iindwendwe ezingafunekiyo zazama ukuxhoma, zazama ukuzongena, kodwa zabuthathaka njengoko iindonga zomhlaba wam omsi womhlaba zikhulu kakhulu, iingubo zaqina, kwaye mna nabahlobo bam sihamba. Kancinci, iintambo zomlutha zikhululekile - phantse kancane, andizange ndibone.
Ndiyakhumbula ukuxelela umntu omtsha otshaya ngalo ngomnye ngemoto endiyifakayo kwindawo yokupaka kwinqanaba elingaphantsi kwexesha elinemihla ngemihla eqinile. Indawo yokukhwela ndaye ndabiza ukuba ndibe neloli ngaphandle kwehora. Kwafika apho emva kweeyure ezintathu.
Ngaba ndiyadumala? HECK ewe! Ndandinxungubele, ndibuhlungu, ndaqhwaba kwaye ndaziva ngathi ndikhala. Kodwa kukho konke oko-andizange ndibe nomntwana onomdla onobuchopho obunzima. Akuzange kwenzeke kum! Xa ndithumela kule Newbie, yandibuyisela - WOW! Andizange ndiyifumke ide emva kweeveki emva koko!
Ngaba ndibe nokudandatheka, umsindo, njl njl Ewe, ndenza, kodwa bebengayi kuba ne-DARE yeza ngeenxa yokubhema. Ukuzimisela, Ukubulela, kwaye ndize ndide kakhulu!
Ukuba ndicinga ngecigaretti nonke, kunjani ukuba ucinga ngomntu omdala othanda ukuba ungene kuyo. Unokuzijonga kwaye uthi - hmmmm! Ndandinamaxesha amaninzi kubudlelwane! Emva koko ucinga ngomzuzu, kwaye uthi - OH YEAH! MANJE ndiyakhumbula-ukuba i-SOB (ukungahambisani nezobulili) yayingowonakele, ayikho ibhakethi elungileyo elingazama ukundichitha! Ndiyabulela UTHIXO ndimkhonze uAsh ngaphandle kobomi bam
Njengoko uHenry Ford wathi: "Ukuba ucinga ukuba unako okanye ucinga ukuba awukwazi, ulungile."
Ngoko ndithi-zinike iqondo elikhulu lesimo sengqondo kwaye uyamangalisa ngemimangaliso onokuyilungiselela yona ebomini bakho.
~ Lesly ~ (Leslyr)
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