Iimbonelelo zokuqala zeLSD
I-Lysergic Acid (LSD) isilwanyana esingenakulinganiswa esineempembelelo ze-hallucinogenic. Amava okudakwa kwesi sidakamizwa, eyaziwa ngokuthi "uhambo lwe-asidi," okanye "uhambo" nje, ngokukhawuleza angaba mnandi, eyaziwa ngokuba "luhambo olubi." Ezi zilandelayo zidibaniso zeendaba ezihamba phambili ze-acid ezimbi . La mabali anikezelwa ukuphakamisa ulwazi ngeentlobo zamava angenzeka xa abantu "behla i-asidi," nangona amava achazwe ngokwawo kwaye ayengabonakali oko kufunyanwa ngabo bonke abasebenzisi be-LSD. Enyanisweni, abaninzi abasebenzisi be-LSD abanayo imiphumo emibi kakhulu, ingakumbi ukuba iidayiti eziyidlayo zingancinci. Imilinganiselo ye-LSD ayinakulinganiswa, njengoko isilwanyana siphuphuma ngexesha, kwaye izixa zincinci kakhulu kunzima ukuzimisela, njengoko isilwanyana senziwa ngokubanzi kwiilabhu zangaphandle.
1 - I-Jack Hallucinated Bugs neNyoka
UJack wathatha uhambo lwalo lokugqibela lwama-asidi eneminyaka engama-20, awayechaza ngokuba "yedwa apho ndilahlekelwe khona ukwazi ukumahluko phakathi kwento eyinyani kunye nento eyenyuliswa ngayo." Walingisa ii-micrograms eziyi-125 ze-LSD, ezaqala ukusebenza xa ehamba elunxwemeni kunye nomhlobo, uBill, owayengaxilwanga. Indlela echaza ngayo okwenzekayo yile:
Ngandlela-thile ndatshitshiswa ukuba ndize ndize ndibe nomhlaba, indawo emnyama ebomvu apho bonke abantu babengumgudu ngobuso bezinambuzane, ama-antenna avela eentloko zawo kwaye konke oku kuqhuma nokugubungelayo kuqhubeka nemilomo yabo. macala onke. "
Njengoko ukuphazamiseka okubonakalayo kuqhubekile, "Ndaqala ukukrakra, ndihamba namantongomane ... ndayahamba . Kwakuyinto ephazamisayo yintsimbi engama-amathathu. Ndandiphazamiseka gqitha ngenxa yokungazange ndibone ixesha lokuba ndibone Ndandicinga ukuba le nto yayingqinelana nehlabathi.
I-bug kunye ne-snake hallucinations zaqhubeka kwi-home drive, kwaye uMarko wayezama ukuxhuma emotweni, ngoko uBill wayemele ambophe. Umqhubi "wawungenye yezinto ezibuhlungu kakhulu endinokuzikhumbula ... Ndangaphandle kwengqondo yam, ndatshutshiswa yimibono efihlakeleyo ndaqhubeka ndibona ... Kwakuyinto enzima gqitha, ibuhlungu."
Emva kokuba wehla ephuma kwilichiza, amehlo kaJack awonakaliswe ilanga kwiiveki emva koko-abafundi (amabala amnyama phakathi kweso lakho) bahlaziya ngokuphendula i-LSD kwaye wayengakhange agqoke izibuko zelanga. UJack waba yedwa. Waziva ngathi wayengaphandle kwaye akanelisekile, akanako nokuba nomqondo wokuba ngumntu ongeyena "amanxuwa" angaphambili, kwaye wazichaza njengomntu ongenamdla wokubona ubumnyama bomntu.
"Ngoku, andisayi kuba nayiphi na into, ndandihamba nentsapho yam kwaye ndalahlekelwa ngabahlobo abaninzi." Ndaya elasha ngenxa yokuba ndatshitshiswa, kwindlela engazange ndiyikho.
Nangona iiphumo likaJack elalimbi zangexeshana, ngamanye amaxesha abantu banokuchaphazeleka ixesha elide, ukuphuhlisa iingxaki zempilo yengqondo. Abanye banenhlanhla ngokwaneleyo ukuba behla baze bazive befana neendlela abazenzayo ngaphambi kokuba bahambe uhambo olubi.
2 - Ukuziphatha kukaMarko kuye kwamkelwa esibhedlele
Ngeminyaka eyi-17, uMarko wathatha ii-microgram ze-5000 ze-LSD kunye nabahlobo abane. Njengoko i-asidi yaqalisa ukusebenza, uMarko wayeziva ehlukaniswe nabalingane bakhe, nangona kamva wabonakalisa ukuba mhlawumbi inzondo yayisentloko yakhe. Ebona ukunyuka kweparanoia , waya kwidolophu eyedwa.
Njengoko iziphumo zokuxhatshazwa, zibukeka ngathi "izitrato zazinyibilika kwaye zihlambalaza," kwaye abantu babebukeka njengabalinganiswa bencwadi yamahlaya. Intsimi yayibukeka njengengubo yeVan Gogh, "yonke into ebomini yam mbono yayibonakala ikhunjulwe, njengomnye wemifanekiso yakhe."
UMarko wayemile kwindlu yentsapho ayayazi, efuna ingcwele, kwaye wacela isitya, apho waziva ekwazi ukulawula. Abazali bakaMarko bafika, kodwa ukuziphatha kwakhe kwakungekho kulawulo. Wagijima ngaphandle kwendlu, ecinga ukuba angabhabha, nangona wayebuhlungu ngokukhawuleza ngamava okugubha inzwane yakhe. Wabuyela endlwini, kodwa "isiphepho saqala kwakhona," waza waqala ukugijima ejikeleza indlu exoshwa yinja yaseSt. Bernard.
Ngomzamo wokulawula ukuziphatha kukaMarko, amaqabane akhe ambeka egumbini elincinci, elalimxhathisa. Uphosa isitulo ngefestile waza wasinda.
Endleleni eya ekhaya wayenomdla wokuba akhululeke aze angabikho nto, ngoko wakhumula iimpahla zakhe. Kwakubizwa ngokuba yi-ambulensi, wayeboshwe esitrateni, waza wathathwa yedwa esibhedlele, apho wanikwa khona umjovo weyeza-antipsychotic . Wayegcinwa phantsi koqwalaselo lweentsuku ezili-10 kwaye wahlawuliswa ngokungcola.
Amava kaMarko ayengavamile kuba ukuziphatha kwakhe kwakuphawulekayo, kwaye wathathwa esibhedlele. Uninzi lwabantu abafumana izambatho kunye nokuba ngaphakathi ngaphakathi, aluyi kulawuleka ukuziphatha kwabo ngelo xesha. Nangona kunjalo, wathabatha umthamo ophezulu kakhulu weyeza, amaxesha amaninzi kangangoko uJack ebali elidlulileyo.
3 - Intombi kaWayne Anthony yaba yingozi kunye nezobudlova
UWayne Anthony uchaza ukuguquka kwezinto ezenzekayo xa yena kunye nentombi yakhe yehla i-asidi, kwaye wayenokuhamba okubi ukusuka ekuqaleni. Kwakunjalo uhambo olubi lukaWayne ngenxa yokuba wayefanele ajamelane nokuzama ukuthobela ukuziphatha kwakhe kobudlova nokufumana uncedo lwakhe lobuchule ngelixa ephantsi kwakhe.
Njengomculi, intombi kaWayne yayinezixhobo ezininzi zokurekhoda, elalizibethe xa ziphantsi kwe-LSD. Ukuzihamba ehamba ze, wazigawula nge-plastic shard yeplastiki waza waba nobundlobongela kuWayne nabanye abazama ukugqoka nokumnceda.
UWayne wabiza i-ambulensi kwaye yena kunye ne-paramedic bazama nzima ukumfumana kwi-ambulensi, njengoko wayenobundlobongela. Ngethuba esesibhedlele wahlasela umongikazi, kwaye kuthatha abantu abaninzi ukuba bambambe phantsi ukuze ajojozwe ngenqindi. Wanikezwa umthamo ophezulu wamachiza wokuhlambalaza ukuze amthobe.
Emva kokuhla ephuma kwilisiza, wayethuswa yinto awayeyenzile-ukuzitshathisa yena kunye nabanye, nokutshabalalisa izixhobo zakhe. Ngokucacileyo, wayesimo sengqondo esitshintshile kakhulu kwiyeza.
Eli bali libonisa ukuba nangona abaninzi abantu bengabundlobongela ukuthatha i-asidi, xa besenza, kungenakukhutshwa ngokupheleleyo kwaye kungenangqiqo kwaye kunzima ukulawula.
4 - Umfana waseGeorge oLahlekileyo lweMisebenzi yakhe yeBhodi
Inkcubeko yeqela leNkcubeko uGeorge uGeorge wachaza uhambo olubi kwimibi yakhe, "Thatha njengomntu."
Nangona wayesetyenzisile ezinye iziyobisi esikhathini esidlulileyo, kuquka ukhula kunye ne- heroin , bekuyixesha lokuqala ethatha i-asidi. Ukuthelekiswa nezinye iziyobisi ezithathileyo, ezithatha ukusebenza ngemizuzwana okanye imizuzu, bekude ukulibaziseka phakathi kokuthatha i-LSD kunye neziyobisi ezisebenzayo. Inokuhlala isondela kwiyure yohambo lwe-asidi ukuqala emva kokugwinya ityhubhu ye-asidi. UGeorge wayenomsindo emva kokuthatha ithebhu yokuqala waza wathatha intsalela yesibini, ngoko xa isigqirha sagqiba ukusebenza, uhambo lube lukhulu kakhulu.
UGeorge kunye nabahlobo bakhe baya kwiqela. Emva kokuva iimvakalelo zeparanoia malunga nokungena kwamapolisa ngaphandle kwebhulabhu, kunye nokuphazamisa omnye udumo, uGeorge waqala ukuvakalelwa kukuba wayelahlekelwe ngumzimba wakhe. I- hallucinations ebonakalayo yenza ukuba uzive ngathi "yonke into iphefumula kwaye iza kimi." Ndaqala ukuhlaziya kwaye ndinoyika.
Emva koko waqhatha amaninzi amaqabane akhe, amshiya yedwa kunye nodumo lwakhe, uMarilyn. Ngelo xesha, uGeorge wayelahlekelwe ukulawula imisebenzi yakhe yomzimba. "Ndandichukumisa kakhulu ukuba andiyi kuzingena endlwini yangasese." UMarilyn wangikhokelela e-hysteric waza wangishiya ndikhangela ngesitya, ndawabamba ubuso bam kwisibuko waza ndaqala ukuphazamiseka. hamba, andinako '[ngoko] ndaziphosa.'
Nangona abantu abaqhelekanga ukulawulwa kwemisebenzi yabo yomzimba xa bexiliswe kwi-LSD, yonke inkqubo yokusebenzisa indlu yangasese inokuziva iyanzima kakhulu, ngenxa yokuphazamiseka kwintliziyo eyenzekayo. Abantu banokuzifumana bezibuza iimimiselo zezenhlalakahle, ezinokubonakala zingenanto kwaye zingenanto, ngoko kususwa kweso sihlandlo esichazwe kwamanye amabali. Oku akuqhelekanga kwenzeka kwi-asidi, njengoko abantu abakwi-asidi baya kuzama ukulandela imigaqo eqhelekileyo yentlalo, kodwa kunokwenzeka xa umntu exiliswe kakhulu.
5 - UDkt. Frank Olson Wathabatha Ubomi Bakhe
Kuvavanyo oluthathaka lukaRhulumente lwe-LSD, uDkt Frank Olson, iGosa eliSebenzayo lokuSebenza kunye ne-biochemist, wayidla isiselo esiphuculelwe i-LSD. I-akhawunti yabodwa yento awayeyibonile ngeli thuba ayifumanekanga, kodwa kubikwa ukuba uye wahlushwa yi- psychosis ngenxa yoko. Kwiintsuku kamva, wathatha ubomi bakhe ngokuziphosa ngaphandle kwefestile yeshumi ye-Statler Hotel eNew York.
Asisoze sazi ukuba nguDkt. Olson ngokwenene ufumane ntoni ngexesha okanye emva kohambo, kodwa uphando olulandelayo lube lubonise ukuba unokufumana imbali yokungazinzi ngokomzwelo. Ukongezelela, ukusela isiselo esinokuphuza isikhululo se-hallucinogenic ngaphandle kokuba ulwazi lwakho luya kudideka ngakumbi kwaye luyikrele kunokuba lube nemiphumo emva kokuthatha ngokuzithandela izilwanyana ngokuzikhethela.
Nangona i-psychosis and deaths ngokuzibulala kunye nezingozi ziqhelekanga phantsi kwefuthe le-LSD, ngumngcipheko wangempela. Abantu abaneengxaki zempilo yengqondo okanye yengqondo ngokukhethekileyo bayicetyiswa ngengozi.
ILizwi
Njengoko la mabali abonisa, ukunyuka kwi-asidi kunokuba yinto eyoyikisayo kunye neyingozi enokuchaphazela abantu kwiinyanga okanye okanye emva kweminyaka.
Ukuba uyazifumana okanye umntu okhathalelayo malunga nohambo olubi, kusekho into enokuyenza ukuze uphucule imeko- ngokukodwa, khumbula ukuba ayinyani, uhlale uphephile, wenze okusemandleni akho ukuxhuma nomntu . Nangona izibhedlele aziqhelekanga kwiindawo eziphathekayo kubantu abaxiliswe kwi-asidi, unganqikazi ukuthatha umntu esibhedlele esithathile nasiphi na isicatshulwa kwaye walahlekelwa ingqondo, obonakala engenakho, okanye obangobundlobongela. Amagosa amapolisa ayanda ukufunda ngokuphathelele iziphumo zeziyobisi, kwaye unokukunceda ukugcina uxolo xa umntu eziphatha ngendlela ephazamisayo.
Ukuba uziva ufuna uncedo olungakumbi ngokuyeka okanye ukunciphisa i-asidi okanye nayiphina esinye isicatshulwa, hlolisisa unyango lwe-addiction.
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