I-Quiet's Quit Story
Izinsuku zokuqala zokuyeka ukutshaya akulula, kwaye ingqondo ihlala isebenza ixesha elingaphezu kwexesha elizama ukusibangela ukuba sitshise.
Umtsha omtsha otshaya u-Leslie wabelana nomzabalazo awayewunyamezelayo njengoko wayecinga ngokude kwaye kunzima ngokukhanyisa ngeveki enye.
Ukusuka kuLeslie:
Ndenze iveki enye ngaphandle kokutshaya kwaye ndibuthathaka ngenxa yokungakholwa. Nangona ndivakalelwa nje ebusuku ebusuku, ndivusiwe ngesithembiso esitsha sosuku olutsha.
Ndibetha inqaku eliculayo kwi-radio ukuba andikwazi ukufikelela kwixesha elide, elide. Ndiyakhonkxa , kodwa kungekhona njengoko ndandicinga ukuba ndingathanda.
Le ntsasa kwakunzima, nangona kunjalo. Ndifuna ngokwenene umsi . Ndinezimbalwa ezishiye epakethe phezulu kwehoriji. Umhlobo wam uGe wayefuna ukuba ndiphose ngaphandle (uye waba negalelo kule nkqubo, kwaye wayeyeka ukutshaya inyanga phambi kwam), kodwa loo nto yayingenakukuthwala.
Ndaya kwifriji ndiphakamisa amehlo endle kwendawo endiye ndayiphephela kuyo iveki enye. I-nico-lair. Apho balala khona ephaketheni yabo, kubonakala bengenakubungozi. Ngokuqinisekileyo, babekho. Yonke imhlophe kwaye idibeneyo, imele ingqwalasela kwibhokisi yabo yeee, ikhangele kanye kunye kunye nokukhuseleka.
Baye bandinceda kakhulu , ndacinga. Baye bandifungela kwaye bandifihla kuzo zonke iimeko ezibuhlungu zobomi. Amaxesha afana nokudibana nabantu abatsha, kundinceda ukuba ndikhangele ngenyameko kwaye ndipholile xa ngokwenene ndiziva ndiziva ndihlazekile.
Iskrini senkohlakalo yomqobo, udonga lobunobuthi obubeka isikrini esisebenzayo phakathi kwam kunye nehlabathi.
Andizange ndiqaphele ukuba ubuninzi beetekisi zesikrini zibeka phakathi kwam nam.
Ngoko ke bebakho. Sasidla ngokubanzi kunye. Ndandibeka ipakethe ngokukhawuleza ndazibuza ukuba ngaba ndivakalelwa kukuba ndingabhema.
Esinye sezizinto endandicinga ukuba ndiphosakeleyo kwakuzixhobo zokubhema. Iigulo zegolide zeengxowankulu, i-cigarette holders Ndiyakhumbula u-Uncle u-Olive (owayekhangeleka njengoJoan Crawford) ukuzithiba, njengoko imilomo yakhe ebomvu yeruby yavuthela umsi ngokukhawuleza kwisibane. Ndandilibala ngokukhawuleza ukufa kwakhe kwi-51 kwisifo esihlobene nokutshaya , ndandilahleka kakhulu kumbono wam.
Kwakukho amaninzi amaninzi epholile, kwakhona! I-Florescent elalikhanyayo, iesiliva ezinemihlambi, ihagu ezinamaqabunga awo aphuphuma amatangatye, iindawo zasolwandle ezintle, iimidlalo zezemidlalo, imibala yengqondo. Yonke eyenzelwe ubuhle bayo ukuba isenze isifo esinobutyhefu nesiyingozi esiyifumaneka ngokusemthethweni kuluntu.
Hmmm. Ndayikhupha enye ndaye ndayifumba. Umxube womnqweno kunye nokunyaniseka. Kwaye ndibambelele entolongweni kwiminyaka emininzi, ndiphoqele ngaphandle ngaphandle kwamaqondo okushisa, ngelixa abaphilileyo behlala befudumele ngaphakathi kwaye bandijonga ngovelwano, kunye nabanye ngovelwano. Kwandenze ndatshwenyeka njengemvula yeqhwa ezayo ngenxa yokwesaba ukuphuma kunye nangakumbi kwiqanda. Ndandibekile iigayibethi zam iitshisi zitshisi xa ndandiphelelwa ngumbane ogqithiseleyo-ukushiya izibonda zokutshiswa komlilo kwizinto. Ndandizama ukutshaya iigarethi emhlabeni wonke, iisigarethi zaseTurkey, isiNgesi nesiFrentshi, iigarethi e-Australia, e-Italy naseSpeyin.
Sasiye ngeenxa zonke emhlabeni.
Ndikhumbula esinye isiganeko eLondon xa ndandingumhla. Umhla wam unesitofu segesi kwindawo yakhe. Ndakufuna ukukhanya kwaye ndakufumananga nantoni na. Ndaguqa kwizinto endicinga ukuba yi-sexy sexy pose ukuze ndikhanyise i-ciggy yakhe yokutshisa ... okwesibini kamva kukho le WHOOOSH kwaye ndaziva ndifudumele ebusweni bam. I-eyelashes yam izivala kwaye ndaqaphela izinto ezinobumba ezinjenge-webs ezijikelezayo kumntu wam. Amakhanda ami agcwele isandi se-acrid kwaye ndaqonda ngoko ukuba ndifumene i- tad kakhulu! Ndagijimela kwisibuko ukuba ndihlole ukuba zininzi iinwele ezitshisiwe! Whew!
Akuninzi, mbulela ukulunga. Umhla wam wawuyi-alas, kwi-hysteric ephantsi. Kuninzi kwi-vamp kimi.
Kwaye ngoku, ndabuyela ekhitshini yam ekhangela ngamabhinqa endwendwe. Ndazisa ngomlomo wam ngomlomo kwaye ndathetha kuyo. 'Uyafunxa!' , Ndathi, 'Ndiyathetha ngokubalulekayo ... ndiyabonga ngenxa yeenkumbulo, kodwa undibangela ukuba ndigule. Kufuneka uhambe ngoku, kuba ndifuna ukuphila ubomi obude kunye nobomi. Ndidinwe kakhulu ngenxa yokugula, ukudilika, ukuhlazeka nokunyaniseka. Ngoko, yibona ya! '... kwaye ndayichoboza. Emva koko ndabakhupha bonke, ndawaqhawula, ndawabeka emgodini, ndawagalela amanzi phezu kwezixhobo eziphukileyo.
Ngubani ofuna abahlobo abazama ukukubulala?
Baye bandikhohlisa ixesha elide, kungumlutha owenza ukuba ndicinge umsi obomvu uyancwina, kuphelisa nje ukukhanga, akunjalo, kwaye akazange amdlise. Sekuphela kweveki, kwaye sele intliziyo yam sele ibetha ngokukhawuleza esikhundleni se-racy. I-Goodbye, mhlobo.
Okunye okuvela ku-Leslie: Ulwabiwo lweNtshukumo
U-Leslie ufunda indlela yokuthetha ukutshaya, kwaye unako, nokuba unesitsha sokuyeka ukutshaya. Thatha usuku lwakho olulula ngexesha elilodwa kwaye ubhale ileta yokulahla ukubhema, ukuba uyathandeka. Unokumangaliswa ukuba kunceda kangakanani.