Ndiyifunde into ebhaliweyo ebhaliweyo ngugqirha apho exoxa khona isizathu sokuba aziva ukuba kuya kuba ngcono ukuba abantu abanexinzelelo baphoqeleke ukuba basebenze kunokuba bavunyelwe ukuhamba nokukhubazeka. I-crux yengxabano yakhe yabonakala kukuba xa wayesegulane eliqhelekileyo wayehlala kwindlu esondeleyo kwindoda encinci eyayikhubazekile ngenxa yokudandatheka kodwa yayikwazi ukuphuma edieni kwaye idlala ibhola.
Xa ndandifunda ngakumbi kwinqaku layo, kwacaca ukuba wayeyikhwele ngenxa yokuba wayesebenza nzima ukuba abe ngugqirha ukuze awanike abantu ababonakala bephila ubomi obulula, beka isheke urhulumente, nangona abazange bathathwe ngokwaneleyo, ngokwamkela kwakhe, ukuba bakhubazeke.
Ukufunda le nqaku, kwenzeke kum ukuba ukudakumba akufumani intlonelo yokuba kufanelekile ngenxa yesifo esingabonakaliyo. Akukho nto iphosakeleyo kubantu abadandathekileyo. Bahlaba umxube onomothekayo, benze ukubonakala emsebenzini emini yonke into ibonakala iyinto evamile. Kodwa, ingaba abantu abadandathekileyo abakwaziyo ukwenza umsebenzi bathetha ukuba abakhubazekanga ukuba basebenze? Ndicinga ukuba kuphela umntu oye wahlangabezana noxinzelelo uyazi impendulo yangempela kuloo mbuzo.
Ndiyindoda enenhlanhla eyakwazi ukubuyela ekudandathekeni ngonyango .
Kodwa, kuthekani ukuba ndingenakunyangeleka unyango, ndiphuma kwenye iyeza ukuya kwelinye ngaphandle kokunceda, indlela abaninzi abantu abayenzayo? Ndiyakhumbula ukuba ndizenzele ukuba ndisebenze ezininzi iintsuku, ndizitshitshise ebhedeni kwisibini sokugqibela ngenxa yokuba ubuthongo bam bebuhlwempu kakhulu. Ndiya kuba khona emzimbeni, kodwa kungekhona ngokunyanisekileyo kumsebenzi ngokomzwelo, ngokwengqondo okanye nangokwenyama.
Ndenze iimpazamo ezininzi, imveliso yam yayingaphantsi kwaye yonke indawo yayingumsebenzi omhle xa ndandicinezelekile. Nanini na kunokwenzeka, ndasebenzisa iintsuku zokugula kunye nexesha lokuphumula ukuze ndinciphise uxinzelelo olungapheliyo. Ndiyakucinga ngokucacileyo ukuba kunjani umntu ondandathekileyo ongakwazi ukufumana uncedo ngeendlela. Unokwenza njani umsebenzi osebenzayo xa ungeke ukwazi ukufumana amandla okukhupha ngaphandle kombhede? Ukuba unzima ukubamba umsebenzi ngenxa yokudakumba kwakho kwaye akukho siphelo ekuboneni iimpawu zakho, kutheni ungafaneleki ukuba ukhubazeke?